Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Personal Dilemma

So, I've been working the two part time jobs in addition to my travel agent work and my all emcompassing job as a stay at home mom. ;) I'm plum-tuckered out. I'm so ready to be done working at ON, but I feel like I'm quitting a committment I made. I don't even know if I will have a job there after the holidays since I'm a seasonal employee. I made just over minimum wage, so it's not like I'm bringing in huge bucks for my time.

I was going to stop by yesterday and tell them that Sat would be my last day, but I chickened out. I hate conflict, and the guilt I'm feeling would have come through when they would have asked me to please stay. I can't say no very well.

I know in my heart what I want to do, but feel like such an awful person that I'm not doing it.

*Update: I quit! And with a slight feeling of guilt that moved quickly to intense relief.


Casey's trio said...

I have the same difficulty with saying no to people...I hope you are able to make a decision that you are happy with.

Anonymous said...

Oh I'm glad it worked out, I hope you're feeling better! More time to enjoy the holidays with the kids!