I have gotten away from writing again, which saddens me. However, it is not enough to spur me to actually write. There are moments when I think, "I need to write about this," but it never comes to fruition.
I am struggling. Partnership, professionally, personally. I feel overwhelmed most of the time and often I just shut down emotionally as a response. I have been working to allow myself to feel emotions, good and bad and all those inbetween, so shutting down is not a good thing.
I want to get back into expressing myself, but I have this damn fear I need to work through. I am so tired of being afraid of shit. I know that opening myself up and being vulnerable will help, but it's so damn scary to do.