Hope one year ago. Every month would be filled with hope. Hope that our dreams would come true and we would be lucky enough to have another child. Month after month of hoping only to be dashed when my friend would appear. Disappointment would reign for a week or so and within weeks the hope would blossom again. After one year of hoping and disappointment, our wishes were granted and hope reigned that month.
Hope now. As I felt feelings of relief this week I came up with the idea of reverse hope. Now we hope for that lovely visitor each month, even if there is no possibility of being pregnant that month ;).
What a difference a year makes. What a difference in hopes each month.